#tom hiddleston x plus size reader

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One shot: Going over the lines

Requested?: yes by @queenofstarsign85

Request: Hello! Could I please request a one shot tom hiddleston x light-skinned black reader? The reader is an actress who has a major crush on tom, they know each other for a year and he also likes her too. They prepare to work together in the series the night manager where he plays Jonathan pine. And she Costars with him in the series, she plays his love interest. While going over their lines and pretend sex scene real feelings are revealed, with spicy smutt and fluff :) thanks!

Warnings: INSFW, 18+, unprotected sex, oral sex (female receiving)

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"Are you sure you want to do this?" Tom asked, his breathing heavy as the two of you stood in front of each other, only bathrobes covering your bodies. The two of you were standing in his bedroom, nervous yet excited as the two of you had decided to try and act out the intimate sex scene for the second season of The Night Manager.

Of course the two of you wouldn't be having real sex in front of the camera, but the two of you would be complete naked. Tom first had thought that his suggestion would be inappropriate, fearing that you would think that he's a creep. But to his surprise, you agreed as the two of you knew that acting out the scenes would be very awkward.

"I am sure, we both signed the contract. It's our job" you added at the end and smiled nervously, hating that you didn't have the nerve to voice your real feelings.

It had been known that Tom and his fiancé had broken up a while ago and were raising their kid in harmony, everyone knew that Tom was also one that put his blood sweat and tears into his work and didn't like mixing his private life into the matter. He had done it a few years ago, and wouldn't dare to make the same mistake twice.

That was until he met you, of course. But the British actor didn't even think about pursuing you. He kept his feelings hidden as he feared the next heartbreak would be the complete end of him. At the same time, Tom hated how his feelings for you only grew by the second you spent with each other. Your beauty, your grace and your personality had the poor acting dreaming about you, yearning for your love and body.

"How do you want to start? We know the lines and the first intimate scene starts with you straddling me..." Tom's cheeks gained a light crimson color as he watched you let out a shaky breath before gently pushing him onto his bed and straddling his lap.

The two of you were already breathing heavily, staring deeply into each other's eyes while you felt the tension shift. You were lying if you didn't pretend to feel your sex slowly getting wetter as you gently grinded your hips against Tom's.

"Is this okay?", you gently asked while staring down at his lips, the urge to kiss him overwhelming you.

"Yes", the actor quickly breathed out, his strong arms wrapped around your thick waist while you continued grinding yours in a slow motion that made both of you get hotter and greedy by the second.

"I-I've been wanting to actually do this for a while", you had surprised yourself by voicing your inner thoughts. Tom's eyes widened in surprise before surprising you by cupping your big butt cheeks, squeezing the softness and letting out a soft moan.

You couldn't help but moan with him, "Me too" is all the actor responded before pressing his soft lips against yours, devouring them while moaning into your mouth. His hard cock was now twitching beneath your clothed sex.

"Take me", Tom begged in between the passionate and longing kisses, his head spinning while he drank in every single delicate sensation coursing through his body. Your ego didn't allow him to repeat himself as you quickly wiggled out of your bathrobe and pushed his upper body against the soft mattress.

"Look at you", Tom gushed while breathing heavily, opening his own bathrobe while you helped with the lower part of it, letting out a soft moan at the sight of his hard cock, throbbing and waiting to fill you up. "God, I can't wait any longer", you voiced to which the two of you let out quick chuckles as you also had said your lines from the sex scene out loud.

"I am all yours, (Y/N). Body, mind and soul" the British actor promised to which you couldn't help but smile widely while you quickly straddled his lap again and positioned yourself right above his cock. You took it in your hand and gave it a few steady strokes, biting down your lip when Tom moaned and thrusted his hips upwards as a sign for you to finally make him yours.

You guided him to your already wet entrance and made sure that he looked at you while you slowly sank down onto him. "So big" you breathlessly moaned while enjoying the sensation of your inner walls being stretched out overwhelmed you.

A shiver ran down your spine once you had completely sat down onto Tom. His thickness pressing against your sweat spot while goosebumps covered both of your skin. Your hips began to move on their own, the motions making the two of you let out soft whispers of each other's names while making sweet love to one another.

Tom's hips thrusted themselves in sync of yours, groaning and gently caressing your body, from your tender breasts all the way to your big stomach. Your head was spinning as part of you still couldn't believe that you were finally acting out your deepest inner feelings. It was indescribable, the sensual sensations were overwhelming.

Your inner walls started to clench when Tom surprised you by flipping you over, you now lying on your back and the actor immediately placing your legs on his shoulders before sliding back into you, his hips snapping fiercely against yours.

"Yes!" you cried out in pleasure while arching your back, the overwhelming pleasure rushing through your body like tidal waves while the delicious knot formed in the pit of your stomach.

Every push pushed you deeper into the mattress, your breasts were jiggling all over the place while the sound of your sweaty skin slapping against one another filled the entire bedroom.

It didn't take Tom long before he had you on the edge of the ecstatic cliff, your orgasm surprising you entirely. Your legs shook violently while your weak screams of pleasure echoed through the room. The actor couldn't help but stare down at the beauty that you are while his orgasm was just around the corner.

He grunted loudly and gave you a few more sloppy thrusts, his spurts of release filling you all the way up while your inner walls were still clenching onto his cock, milking him until the final drop had been spilled inside you.

You couldn't open your eyes as your high had left you completely powerless. Tom gently slipped out of you and tried catching his breath while he laid down next to you, scooping you into his strong arms and placing gentle kisses on top of your head.

"Sleep, my love. I am here" he whispered, making your heart flutter in your chest while you cuddled closer to him, not being able to speak a word as the emotions were overwhelming you.

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the spare // chapter twenty-one // deatheater!tomhiddleston x plus size ofc - voldemort wins au

story summary: While on a mission to avenge the death of her best friend, Ilvermorny graduate Melisa Alder finds herself in the middle of the fight to defeat Voldemort. Upon capture after the Dark Lord’s triumph, she’s being sold at an auction with other muggle borns and blood traitors. Her only hope is also her only bidder - the tall, dark, and handsome Thomus Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy’s younger half-brother. Is he just another Death Eater or is he hiding more than just his face beneath the mask? Will she realize her true potential to be one of the resistance’s greatest weapons?

*a Voldemort Wins AU with Tom Hiddleston cast as an OC x a plus size protagonist* *takes place in The Auction Universe by Lovesbitca8*

words for this chapter: 3.8k warnings for this chapter: rape (not of POV character), blood, death, threat of suicide

Notes: A special thank you to everyone on here who's been following this story for a while. It's nice to see the same usernames pop up in my notes every week. So thank you to the ends of the earth.

Also for the love of all that is holy, please check out @enchantedpersephone and her beautiful moodboard fanarts. She's graciously allowed me to post them on ao3 and I've posted them with the chapters that I think they go with (I haven't done that on tumblr bc some of these chapters are already long enough) SO I will be linking them here :)

CHAPTER MASTERLIST

Chapter Twenty-One:

The rain finally stops. After a few days, the ground soaks up what remained of the downpour, and I’m able to sit in my favorite spot in the garden. The sun is out, the birds are chirping, I’m wearing shorts. I brought a book out to read, but I haven’t even cracked it. Normally when I’m out here, I tend to stay to the shadier side of the spot, but today I’m soaking up the sun like the earth did the water.

I had been brave since returning from Malfoy Manor. Since Thomus knows about what Bellatrix did, I’ve stopped wearing long sleeves and hoodies around the house. I’m back to my normal, average t-shirt.

Not that he’s been at the house much. I had drilled him on what happened to Draco as soon as we were alone. But he didn’t tell me anything that he hadn’t already said to Narcissa. He had left immediately after that, back through the fireplace. The only other occasions he’d come back was to shower and pass out in his room.

Hanging out in the garden serves two purposes. The first obviously to absorb what little serotonin I can from the sun, and the second so I can be easily be reached by Sam. I still haven’t seen him since he left to go warn the safehouse in London about the raid. I might be resting on a blanket in the sun, but my ears are trained for a meow from a white cat.

Heavy footfalls on the grass make my eyes snap open and I quickly sit up, squinting in the sun at the approaching figure. It’s Thomus, and he’s carrying a wooden box. I cross my legs and sit up more on the blanket I have spread out, half of it in the shade and half in the sun. Thomus settles next to me in the shade, contents of his box clinking. Before I can ask him what he’s doing, he flips open the top of the box and grabs my left wrist, pulling my arm out so it rests partly on my leg and his knee. The condition of the words haven’t changed since he had last seen them. They still look awful.

I peer into his box. The source of the clinking are bottles and vials, the depth of the box obscures the labels of their contents. As he pulls out his wand, my hand sneaks over to grab a vial, but he lightly smacks my hand away, shaking his head. I roll my eyes and pull my hand back.

Face concentrated on my arm, he begins muttering common healing spells. Spells I know that Sam already tried, but I let Thomus continue on anyway. With every reutterance of the spells, his voice grows more irritated. Eventually, he gives up on the them, and pulls out a bottle with Essence of Dittany. He puts his wand down and uses the dropper to sprinkle drops on the lines. When nothing happens, he puts the bottle away and uses his fingers to gently rub it into my skin. It tingles, like it’s trying, but still it changes nothing.

“What else aren’t you telling me?” he asks, frustrated. “These should be working.”

I shrug, my face passive. “You’ve known her longer than I have. Shouldn’t I be lucky to be alive?”

His eyes narrow and he ignores my question. “What kind of knife did she use?” he asks. “It couldn’t have been a Goblin blade, otherwise you’d be dead.”

“How do you know that?” I say, eyebrows rising. “I could’ve sucked the poison out myself.”

“Granger’s new scars are far smaller than yours and yet she still almost died.” He’s almost glaring at me now as he speaks. The sun is reflecting the pink of my hair onto his face.

“You’re right, it wasn’t Goblin blade,” I say, trying to keep emotion out of my voice and face while thinking about that night. I avoid his eyes, looking down at the words. “It was a serrated dinner knife. I was trying to defend myself.”

His long fingers start tracing the scabs, one line at a time, not even missing the extra ones. “That explains the bruising.” His voice is so soft it makes me look up at him, but I look away again when his eyes flicker back up to me. “There must have been a lot of blood.”

I grit my teeth to keep my face blank, and take a few deep, controlled breaths before responding. “There was.” I don’t say anything more.

“Did she say anything while it happened?”

“She might have.”

“You aren’t sure?”

“Because I wasn’t –“ My eyes close, fighting images of that night away. I don’t know why telling him about it is so difficult. “I was a little louder.” When I finally look back up at him, his eyes are narrowed in confusion.

 It finally dawns on him after a moment. His expression clears and he looks down at my arm again. “Oh.” Thomus’s gaze turns thoughtful. He looks back into his mystery box. “I’m going to have to reopen the wound.”

My breath hitches. “Why? What’s the point if it’s cursed?”

“You don’t want me to heal it?”

“I just –“ I start, words struggle to come out. “I don’t want to have to relive it.”

He sighs heavily. “That is not my intention. Now lie down.”

“No. I – I’m fine.” I begin to pull my arm back, but he grabs me by the wrist.

“I said, lie down,” he orders louder than my protest. We have a little staring contest before I shakily lie back where I was in the sun, and put my arm in his lap. I know I pictured lying down in the garden with Thomus, but this is not what I meant. His left hand holds the underside of my arm while his right prepares his wand. “Torpere.”

A thin yellow jet of light from the tip of his wand rolls into a ball before disappearing into my skin. It’s a numbing curse. The feeling starts in my forearm, quickly spreading to my hand and upper arm. The whole limb becomes heavy in his lap.

“Can you feel this?” he asks as he pinches my wrist.

“Yes, but it doesn’t hurt.”

“Good,” he says before casting a non-verbal spell. At the first sight of blood, I close my eyes and turn my head away. The cuts aren’t as deep this time, or at least they don’t produce as much blood as they did before. It feels that way anyway.

Once all of the cuts are open and I start to feel lightheaded, he mutters, “Vulnera Sanentur.” Then I hear clinking as he digs through his box. I open my eyes enough to see him sprinkle more Essence of Dittany onto my skin before wrapping my forearm in a white bandage.

The last charm he utters is Lenio. He taps my arm twice and four opal droplets fall from his wand onto the bandage.

“Did it work?” I ask, flexing my hand. The droplets have already begun to undo the numbing. A gentle, pleasant humming has replaced it. I lift my arm up to look at the bandage in the sunlight. The fabric shimmers with silvery threads. “Is that… unicorn hair?”

“It might still scar, but yes.” He closes the lid to his box. “To both.”

“Must’ve been expensive.” My eyes haven’t left the bandage, watching the way the iridescent colors shimmer and sparkle in the sun. The pleasant humming has quickly spread from my arm to my chest, even my head is feeling it.

“Yes, well, I do have a lot of money.”

The laugh I let out is loud and genuine. It feels so good to laugh I don’t pay attention to how wrong it is. I speak when I can breathe again. “When did you become so good at Healing?”

His tone is dry. “I dual nearly every day and going to St. Mungo’s hasn’t always been an option.”

My arm comes to rest on my waist and I hold my other hand up to shade my eyes as I look at him. He’s frowning at me again.

“What?” I ask, a smile tugging the corners of my mouth. “You’re always frowning at me.”

“How’re you feeling?” he asks, raising an eyebrow.

“Pretty good actually,” I yawn, stretching my arms above my head and pointing my toes. My whole body is humming now.

His head is tilted as he looks at me. “I believe I gave you one too many drops.”

“Oh, fuck, am I high?”

He chuckles. “I don’t know, you tell me.”

I rest my head on my folded arms behind me. “You know, now that I think about it, it kinda does remind me of something I smoked from the Herbology Department in 5th year.”

“Ilvermorny allows it’s students to get high off a substance from their own department?” he asks, his tone is light now, teasing.

I laugh again. “Nope. No, they do not. Cassidy Jones was a bad influence on me.”

“I can see that.” The smile teasing his face dies as he gazes at me. “We have to make an appearance at Edinburgh tonight.”

The laughter dies from my face as well. I sit up, legs crossed underneath me again. My heartrate has picked up so much I can feel it thrumming against my chest. I practice calming breaths again.

I shrug, looking at the bandage as my arms rest in my lap. “Okay.”

He stands with his clinking box. “It’ll be alright.”

I give him a disbelieving look. “Yeah, okay.”

~*~

From the moment we step foot in Edinburgh, I can feel everyone’s eyes on us. It probably has something to do with the last time I was here. What a spectacle that was. Who knows what other rumors have spread since. Thomus doesn’t seem to feel bothered by it. His mask is in place; his eyes distant and polite.

Thomus does not let me leave his side. Not that I wandered the room much before, but something about how his hand covers mine where it’s hooked into the crook of his elbow feels different. I’d chosen to wear a short sleeve dress this time, since I have nothing to hide anymore. The dress I have on is a pale blue, something that wouldn’t make the bright white of the bandage stand out too much.

We meet up with his American friends. Will stands next to me, smiling, and I give him a shy smile in return. Astor doesn’t make a comment on my appearance this time. Instead he suggests that we move into the Lounge for billiards. As we wade together through the crowd, I notice Thomus is the only one with a girl on his arm. I wonder why Astor doesn’t bring O’Quinn here. It’s good he’s not cheating on her, I guess.

They grab the first green felt topped table that’s empty at the front of the room. I stand next to a supporting column near the table. This way the dancing girls would be on stage behind me, and my eyes wouldn’t involuntarily be drawn to their movements. The guys divvy up into two teams; Thomus and Eric on one, with Kyle and Astor on the other. Will decides he doesn’t want to play and turns a chair facing the stage around to watch the game.

From the way everyone’s behaving, it seems like a normal night at a bar. Everyone seems at ease, except for Thomus. When a Carrow girl comes around with drinks, Thomus initially refuses one, but Astor shoves one at him.

“Relax,” Astor says. With the loud house music, I really have to focus on their faces and strain my ears to understand what they’re saying. “Nothing’s going to happen tonight.”

Astor walks away, and Thomus takes a sip before walking over and handing the drink to me. I look at him in surprise.

“Drink it or not, I don’t care,” he replies to the question on my face. He turns his back and I do drink it – all of it. Anything to calm my nerves. I watch the ice shift around in the glass as they begin their game.

As I watch them play, I quickly realize it’s not the game I thought it was. There aren’t any pockets on the table for the balls to sink into. The longer I watch, the more confused I get. They cheer when they’ve done well or cajole when they’re trying to do better. After a couple rounds, Will stands and comes over to me.

“Have you ever played before?” he asks, leaning close so I can hear him.

I snort and shake my head. “I’ve no idea what’s going on.” My eyes watch as Thomus walks around the table with the cue stick in hand. He leans over the table, lining the chalk end of the stick with the white ball. His eyes flash up to me briefly before he looks back down and focuses on his target. He pulls back to strike and the ball misses.

“Yeah, billiards is played a little differently than pool,” Will says.

“I can see that,” I reply. “My parents got me and my brother a pool table, which was a big mistake because we just hit each other with the sticks. Eventually we’d just shove the balls back and forth like it was air hockey.” Will laughs and I can’t help but smile in return.

After a few moments of watching them play, he asks, “What happened to your arm?”

“Oh, um,” I start, looking down at it. I had thought about what to say if someone asked, but all my excuses seem silly now. A flimsy explanation like falling or cutting myself while cooking just doesn’t cut it when you can heal things by magic. I shrug and look back up at him. “You don’t wanna know.”

His gaze is serious and sympathetic, but he nods. “Alright.”

Clapping makes me look away from his face and back to the table. Eric is patting Thomus on the back. Kyle is shaking his head and Astor is rolling his eyes.

“You’d have to be the luckiest man on earth to get that shot,” Astor says confidently. “No chance you win.”

Thomus has a mischievous grin lighting up his handsome face. He takes his time leaning over an end of the table, looking at Astor as he lines up his shot. He pulls the cue back and he looks like he’s about to release when he straightens.

“You know, Jake, I think you’re right,” Thomus says, leaning on his cue like it’s a walking stick. “I think I could use a bit of luck.” He turns on his heel and looks directly at me, smirking. He leans forward a little bit, brings a hand up to his turned cheek and taps it with his finger. “Come plant one on me, Alder.” He winks. “For luck.”

I blink at him, shocked as fuck. My mouth might even be hanging open.

He raises his eyebrows expectantly. “Come on, darling, we haven’t got all day.”

Chuckling from his friends around the table get my feet to take me forward. Chest heaving, I invade his bubble and get so close I can smell hints of cedar and pine over the cigar smoke. He’s not looking at me as he offers me his cheek. I shift my weight to the balls of my feet and tilt my face up, momentarily distracted by boisterous laughter from somewhere in the room. In the second my lips almost make contact with his cheek, he turns his head and kisses me. I briefly pull back in surprise before his fingers grab my chin and pull me back. The kiss doesn’t last long, but it’s still enough to make my head spin.

“If he doesn’t win now,” Kyle says loudly to Astor, “That’s just gonna be embarrassing.”

When I pull back, I expect his blue eyes to be gazing down at me, but they're not focused on me. The smug look on his face is directed at someone else behind me. I follow his gaze and see Will is leaning on the adjacent side of the column I was at, watching us, an impassive expression on his face. Confused, I step back from Thomus and go to my spot by the column next to Will. To clear my head, I suck on one of the melting ice cubes while Thomus lines his shot up again.

Just as he strikes, somehow miraculously in a gap between songs, I hear glass shattering from a back corner of the room. My eyes land on the source of the noise just as the music picks back up. With a strangled cry, a young woman with bright red hair plunges the broken end of a champagne glass into a man’s neck.

Ginny.

Without really much thought, as the room reacts to the commotion, I make a beeline for her. I ignore my name being called as I shove my way towards her as fast as I can. No one’s paying attention to me so I manage to get to the front line of people surrounding the scene.

Ginny’s just sliced another man’s neck, her face pink and furious. Tears cover her cheeks and glisten under the light over the billiards table she stands behind. Her grip on the bloody glass is tight around the stem as she holds it up to the neck of another man leaning back over the table.

“Get away from me!” she screeches at the crowd holding up their wands at her. Her voice shakes, but her hold on the man and the glass is firm. “Touch me again and he dies!”

“Drop him, child,” a man with dark blond hair hisses from behind a cloud of cigar smoke. “Let the minister go.”

She spits at him. “Fuck off.”

“The only way this is going to end is badly,” the man threatens. “You should know that by now.”

Someone comes up behind me and grabs my elbow. I look over my shoulder at him and it’s Will. When my eyes go back to Ginny, the man she has pinned kicks at her feet, unsteadying her. He shoves her off, her back hitting the wall, and he hurries away. Before the guards and Death Eaters can react, she’s pulled her long hair around to one shoulder, broken glass hovering above her neck.

Something in me snaps at the sight. I slam my platform sandal down hard onto the Will’s instep, shove my elbow into his sternum, and toss the glass along with the remaining bits of water into his face. Before anyone else can grab me, I move away from the crowd, closer to Ginny. Our wide eyes meet each other across the billiards table and I don’t watch where I step, stumbling over the leg of a body splayed out on the floor, blood pooling beneath him. I catch myself on the edge of the table, closer to her than anyone else is.

“Ginny,” I plead, my voice is almost a whisper. My heart is thundering in my chest.

Her face scrunches up, more tears flowing, as she shakes her head.

“Please,” I say, taking a hesitant step forward, around the table. Her heels pop softly against the stone floor as she steps back, almost to the wall. “Please, Ginny, don’t do this.”

She shakes her head again. The hand holding the glass trembles and blood drops onto her skin, sliding beneath her golden collar.

“You don’t –“ she gasps, her mouth dry “ – you don’t know.” Her eyes dart around the crowd watching us. I do the same, my breaths quick and punctuated. My eyes land briefly on Thomus, who’s being held back by Astor and Will. I look back to Ginny as she continues to speak. “You don’t know what they’ve done. What they’re going to keep doing.”

“Of course, I know,” I tell her, my voice firming. I take more steps toward her, my fingers fumbling with the bandage on my forearm as I advance slowly around the table.

Everyone’s about to see and I don’t care. Her life is more important than whatever shame and embarrassment it could bring. Her eyes are fixated on my arm when the words are bared. Thomus had done a good job. The lines were red, but they were beginning to scar now, bruises turning yellow. My voice turns to a whisper as I repeat, “Of course, I know.”

I step over another body on the floor. I’m so close to her now. My hand reaches for her fist clenched at her side. My teary eyes plead with her. “There’s nothing I can say that’s going to make this better, but please. You’re too important.”

Finally, she breaks. A sob tears out of her throat and I pull her to me, one hand wrapping around her. The other pulls the hand holding the broken glass away from her neck, slipping it out of her hand, and I toss it onto the table behind us. Our embrace is tight as she sobs into my shoulder. For a moment, I feel relief.

I lift a hand, about to stroke her hair, when an invisible force pulls us apart. My lower back hits the table before my legs drag across it as I go flying across the room. My back slams into another supporting column, my feet dangling a few feet above the floor.

The man who was talking to Ginny before chuckles. “You’re right, Mudblood, this blood traitor’s far too important to the Dark Lord and his plans.” He’s using his wand to pin her to the wall, then he moves her, bending her face down over the table. “So no lasting damage, I’m afraid.”

Realizing what he’s about to do, a protest tears its way out of my throat. “No!” I kick at the column, twisting and pushing against the invisible force holding me there. “No no no no no.”

The man looks up at me from all the fuss I’m making. He smirks as he presses his hips against her backside and pins her hands to the table.

“Don’t worry, Mudblood, you won’t get to miss anything,” he taunts menacingly before using the freezing charm on me.

I can breathe, blink, and move my eyes, but my limbs won’t move. Horror is frozen on my face as I watch him rip open her dress with his bare hands. Tears flood out and down my cheeks as I instinctually close my eyes.

“Open your eyes!” he commands as she lets out a scream. Terrified that he’ll somehow make things worse, I look at him. His pants are around his ankles, a sadistic glint in his eyes.

“You gonna let anyone else have a turn, Avery?” someone shouts from the crowd. My attention goes to the spectators.

“Not this time, Goyle,” Avery taunts breathlessly as my eyes find Thomus. Everyone is facing the table or away, unable to look. He’s the only one looking up at me.

The moment our eyes lock - sound, sight, and feeling fade away as I’m plunged into black.

[lokiblackfatkink]

Made some gifs anyone can use it. I enjoy this episode 3 of The Essex Serpent it’s getting kinky as fuck & I love daddy wish he pulls my scarf like that on me so horny😋🤤🥵🥰😈🐍

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@kahlanlamon

I only think about my comfort character(s) making me feel everything.

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tom hiddleston with an s/o who has praise kink, thank you !!

i did intend for this to be gender neutral but somethings are just easier for me to write in the female perspective!! sorry :((

warnings: smut (18+ minors dni), praise kink, honorifics [sir], pet names [my love, love, darling], you are responsible for your own media consumption!!

tom hiddleston

ok so, tom is already very vocal during sex, but when he discovers your praise kink? oof.

he discovered it a bit innocently, in all honesty. tom walked up behind you as you were getting ready to go out for the night. as you worked on your eyeliner, you hear your older boyfriend whisper in your ear, “you look absolutely lovely darling, you did such a good job.” as he leaned down to kiss your neck. the way you shivered under his touch was a signal to him to try something out that night.

after the event, you were on your knees in front of tom, eager for what he was about to give you. “look at you, so pretty on your knees for me, my love. such a good girl for me aren’t you?”

you almost melted into the floorboard, and tom could tell. “you like when i tell you how good you are for me huh? like when i call you my good girl? you’re so beautiful, love.”

a slight whimper escaped your lips, not knowing if you had the willpower to respond. “use your words darling, tell me.” “y-yes sir.”

“good girl, now, tell me what it is you want, and i’ll have you sing for me my love.”

[bethanysnow]

Any celebrity insert fanfic

Him: picks you up in your wedding dress, up the stairs to your honneymoon suit!

Me: /very confused how that is a thing due to my rotund self./

[plussizeappreciationfics]

Just the assistant...?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Plus sized reader

Summary: [Y/N], Tom's personal assistant knows that she shouldn't have fallen in love with her employer but she just couldn't help herself. When she thinks that her biggest wish is about to come true, a third party arrives and makes her question whether she'd ever have a chance to escape her situation and simply be loved back by the person she loves the most...

Warning(s): NSFW, sex scene

Picture(s) found on: Pinterest/Google

Chapter four: Still riding on that high

It was late in the evening and (Y/N) was sitting on her couch. She already had eaten dinner and was currently letting her mind roam with all sorts of thoughts as she was still overwhelmed and so happy about the beautiful kiss she had shared with Tom.

After she had left to go grocery shopping, the assistant had barely been able to act decent. The taste of Tom`s soft lips, the softness of them along with his wonderful scent mixed with his cologne had left the woman floating on cloud nine. She ended up forgetting to buy half of the ingredients she needed on her list as she had realized that her world had now completely changed.

"He´s in love with me", (Y/N) whispered to herself, a content smile lingering on her beautiful face as the realization hit her. Her lonely days were finally over, the days where she was on the brink of crying herself to sleep because she craved the touch of another human being who loved her, appreciated her and saw her as the beautiful and desirable woman she is.

Too many times had she imagined what it would be like to end up falling asleep in Tom`s arms, have his soft breath linger over her shoulder as she´d rest her head on his broad chest and listen to his steady heartbeat. Have him moan her name as he´d be buried so deep in between her legs, that they´d shake at the intense feeling.

(Y/N) closed her eyes and let out a shaky breath, her heartbeat was starting to increase and she could feel the adrenaline and lust slowly pump through her body as she was now yearning for Tom.

ding dong

"Saved by the bell" the assistant chuckled as she immediately shot up and made her way to the front door, relieved that that thought was now being placed back into the corner of her mind, where it belonged.

It took her a few seconds to unlock the door and be greeted by Tom standing there in a pair of grey sweats and a random black shirt.

"Good evening, (Y/N)", he greeted her while a wide grin slowly crept up on his face, making him even look more handsome than he already was. (Y/N)´s heart skipped a beat while she greeted him back and took a step aside to welcome the actor into her home, the place he already knew like the back of his hand.

Tom immediately got comfortable on the couch and patted the empty spot next to him while smiling at his assistant. His heart was pounding in his chest, he was excited and just happy to be back in her space. He had missed her very much and after the passionate kiss they had shared, the man was left craving for more and had been barely able to function. Hence, why he had taken it upon himself to visit the beautiful woman he couldn´t get enough from.

(Y/N) took a seat next to Tom and they immediately fell into one another´s arms, heavy sighs leaving both of their lips. The way the almost lovers held each other tightly made it very clear that the mood had shifted and something fresh and exciting was creeping through the air.

"Kiss me" (Y/N) pleaded while her head was nuzzled in the crook of Tom´s neck. She inhaled his wonderful scent one last time before moving her head so that the actor could immediately kiss her, which he did without hesitation. Both of them moaned while Tom´s tongue smoothly slid out of his mouth and tapped (Y/N)´s bottom lip, asking for permission to be welcomed in her mouth.

The permission was granted within seconds, making her head spin as her body was starting to react to the whole situation. Her nipples started to harden and press against her shirt, craving to be held, sucked on and gently tugged at.

Tom´s cock was already hard and throbbing, pressing against his underwear as it was yearning to be buried deep in (Y/N). "Words cannot describe how much I am burning for you", the actor huffed in between the long, French kisses. He gently pushed his assistant against the couch so that she was lying comfortably on her back, her big thighs already apart so that he could position himself in between her legs.

"I´m right here, just take me then" (Y/N) moaned, feeling Tom´s hard cock now gently rubbing up and down her clothed vagina. She didn´t need to open her eyes and check whether she was aroused as she felt the hot wetness already having drenched her underwear.

"I´m on birth control, just take me Tom" she begged before quickly getting rid of her shirt and wiggling herself out of the rest of her clothes. The actor copied her actions while his eyes couldn´t stop roaming all over her beautiful body. His cock hardening even more.

"Look at you, you´re perfect" he gushed while stroking himself, his head almost starting to spin due to the fact that he had never been this aroused in his life, had never craved a woman´s body so much that he was on the verge of just melting away and the simple sight of (Y/N)´s body.

She opened her legs and gave him a welcoming glance at her vagina, glistening with arousal and making it look even more desirable than ever. She cupped one of her breast and gently pinched the nipple, urgently needing some sort of release. Tom instantly shook his head before getting comfortable in between her legs again, leaning down so that his mouth was perfectly aligned with her left breast.

The man instantly took the nipple in his mouth and moaned while sucking on it, his other hand massaging and gently tucking on her right breast, his hips gently grinding his hard cock against her vagina.

The almost lovers moaned desperately, their bodies hungering for one another.

"Look at me" Tom whispered, finally having released the nipples and focusing on the most important thing. (Y/N) looked at him and smiled, making his heart flutter in his chest. He aligned himself at her entrance and smoothly pushed in, all while keeping the intense eye contact.

(Y/N) couldn´t help but whimper as she finally felt Tom entering her, his cock stretched in her inner walls out to the max and that feeling alone was indescribable. He went so deep until he couldn´t go further, the tip of his cock already leaking a few precum drops.

"Please, just please...." (Y/N) cried out as she instantly got addicted to the astonishing sensations. She couldn´t help but slowly grind her hips while placing her hands on Tom´s broad shoulders, her eyes clenched shut.

Her wished came true as the actor didn´t hesitate for a second and instantly started to move his hips, cussing in between every thrust as he couldn´t fathom the intense motions rushing through his body. That man was a trembling mess while forcing himself to not chase his high, this moment was too good to be selfish.

He quickly adjusted himself so that (Y/N) ankles were placed on his shoulders, the new position making her gasp loudly and let out a loud cry of pleasure as that man had found deeper spot inside of her. He weakly looked down at her crunched up face and felt a wave of pride and love overwhelm him.

"Take it", he whispered before snapping his hips sharply, almost screaming at the new sensation. (Y/N) couldn´t help but scream too as her head was now spinning, she felt the pleasure take over her body mind and soul, her toes were curled and her breathing came out in short, sharp puffs of air as the woman was being pushed towards the blissful edge.

Tom´s cock was rubbing against her sweet spot with every thrust, making the lovers break out in sweat while the couch moved along with their passionate love making. (Y/N) threw hear head back and clung onto Tom´s shoulders. A delicious knot forming in the pit of her stomach.

"I know my love, I can feel it" the actor cooed sweetly, making his assistant choke back on a another moan while her body started to tremble. I´m so close, I don´t want this to ever stop, she thought to herself while her cries became more desperate by the second. The noises that were being created in between her legs were so nasty, it turned her on even more.

(Y/N) felt the knot becoming tighter by the second, she knew shew as nearing the edge and felt more than ready to be catapulted into the abyss of pure please and ecstasy.

ding dong

The sound of the doorbell made the lovers freeze on the spot while both of their eyes shot open. They both looked at each other with a panicked look, their heavy breathing echoing through the whole living room.

ding dong

the door rang again, making Tom slowly slip out of his lover and quickly help her get on her feet, their clothes being thrown back on as none of them spoke.

(Y/N) tried to catch her breath while she shakily made her way towards the front door, already missing Tom´s cock in between her legs. She already had gotten addicted to him.

She cleared her throat and opened the door before gasping in surprise.

"Zawe, what are you doing here?

Zawe stood there with an uneasy look on her face as she had scanned (Y/N) features and immediately knew what had been going on, she had seen Tom´s car parked outside and now felt like crying.

"Tom and I kissed this afternoon, I couldn´t shake the feeling that there´s something going on between the two of you. I made the the stupid decision to follow my intuition and it lead me here".

The two woman stared at one another, glances of jealousy, anger and betrayal flashing between the two of them as they were not ready to face reality. The aching pain both of them felt in their chest made it hard for them to make the first approach of starting the next conversation.

Tom was now standing behind (Y/N), confessing that Zawe´s statement was the truth and apologizing to both women. His words felt like daggers to the heart as Zawe huffed in disappointment and shook her head, tears brimming her eyes as she was so furious but determined to get what she wanted. And that was Tom.

(Y/N) looked between the both of them, tears also brimming her eyes as she felt like throwing up, just a few minutes ago her dream was becoming true and now a nightmare had appeared.

"i am ready to fight for you Tom, I know you felt something during the kiss and this is why I am standing here. I will fight for my love".

(Y/N) let out a shaky sigh as she looked at Tom. he was starting wide eyed at his colleague, a mix of shock and excitement clouding his beautiful. She gently pushed him towards Zawe before closing the door.

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Dancing - Tom Hiddleston x Reader

Requested by @bethanysnow

A/N: So sorry it took me so long to get to this! I hope you like it!

You were dancing in the kitchen something that you did a lot. You weren’t sure why it was your favorite room to dance in, it just was. It was were you always got unstuck whenever you were choreographing a routine.  

Except at least this time you were making dinner. “Hey Google,” you shouted over the classical music playing a little louder than necessary. “Set a timer for 10 minutes.” 

“Setting timer for ten minutes.” You poured the pasta into the heated pot and went back to dancing. As you spun around your hands outstretched as if someone was there. You felt a hand grab yours and worked to spin you around. You jumped back seeing Tom there.

“You scared me half to death.” He walked over to you slowly. 

“I’m sorry darling.” You wrapped your arms around him. 

“It’s okay. I just didn’t hear you over the music. Dinner isn’t ready yet.”

“Don’t worry about it, darling. Besides, I’m home earlier than expected. We got done with today’s scenes quick.”

“How was it,” you asked. He talked about it and you listened intently although your mind tried to wander back to when you first met Tom. It happened anytime he tells you about any choreographed scene he has be it dancing or fighting.

“How was your day darling?” You shrugged your shoulders wanting to avoid the question. “What’s wrong?” 

“Just comments.” You could hear them again in your head. ‘I didn’t think Tom dated bigger women.’ ‘Tom could do so much better.’ ‘Really?? Her??’

“Oh darling.” He wrapped you up in his arms and you felt instantly better. Most days, you could easily ignore the comments. It came with having thick skin developed from years in the entertainment industry but even the toughest have bad days. 

“I shouldn’t let them get to me.”

“You shouldn’t. Never listen to them okay.” You nodded but Tom pushed your chin up to look at him. 

“I mean it Y/N. You’re so amazing and beautiful and talented and intelligent and if they can’t see it then that’s their problem.”

“Thank you.”

“Now how about we dance,” Tom asked. He gave you a smirk as he extended his hand to you. He always knew that dancing helped you deal with your emotions so you took it gladly. 

The two of you had dancing down to a science without even trying. You switched off who was leading, which was just about undetectable as the two of you could read each other’s minds without trying. You always loved dancing with Tom and hoped that there never came a day were you weren’t. 

The timer started going off and you reluctantly stepped back. As you turned to check on the pasta and sauce. Tom spun you back around to him. “I love you Y/N.” He gently collided his lips with yours. 

“I love you Thomas.” You smiled sweetly at him as you pulled away. 

“How did I get so lucky to get you?”

“You danced your way into my heart.”

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Hey! If Tom Hiddleston requests are still open, Could you write one where de Reader is plus size and she comes to meet the cast and everyone is exited but one of them waits until she goes to the bathroom or something and tells Tom she/he didn't expect the Reader to be like that (obvi in a bad way) and Reader hears and after just lots of fluff? Sorry if it is too long i love your writing ♥️♥️

More of You to Love (Tom Hiddleston x Reader) (One-Shot)    

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(Y/N POV)

I was super excited for two reasons, the first being my boyfriend Tom was back from filming and was home for the time being. Reason two, my boyfriend was inviting me to the premiere of the film and the after party as well. I was really excited about seeing some of Tom’s friends, he had told me so many good things about his costars.

“Hey love,” Tom said from the other side of the bathroom door. “Are you ready to go?”

“Almost,” I said. “Just a few more minutes, and I will be done.”

I finished applying the last of makeup and checked one last time to make sure I looked good. I opened the door and saw Tom standing with his back to me in our bedroom, and when he heard the door open, he turned to look at me.

“Wow,” Tom said breathlessly when he saw me. “You look incredible, my goodness. I am tempted to just stay here and keep you to myself.”

I chuckled as Tom walked over to me and hugged me tightly.

“Well,” I said slightly pulling away, so I could look him in the eyes. “When we get back, I am all yours. Now let’s get going.”

“Alright,” Tom said as he walked me to the door. “Premiere first, evening at home with my beautiful girlfriend after.”

*Time skip to the premiere*

We had been there for a while and Tom was talking and introducing me to his friends, who were incredibly nice.

“Y/N,” Tom said walking towards a woman I recognized as Jenifer, his costar. “I would like you to meet Jenifer. Jenifer, this is my girlfriend, Y/N.”

“It’s nice to meet you,” I said sticking out my hand, which she shook. “Tom has told me a lot about you.”

“Likewise,” She said looking between Tom and me. “While we were on set, Tom would never shut up about you.”

“What can I say,” Tom started wrapping one hand around my waist bringing me closer to him. “I love my girlfriend and love talking about her.”

We all laughed and talked more, and Tom would give me a loving look from time to time. After a bit of talking, I decided to use the restroom and touch up my makeup.

“Excuse me,” I began. “I will be right back.”

“Alright love,” Tom said sweetly. “I will be right here.”

I made my way through the crowded room till I found the woman’s room. I finished everything I needed to do, then started to make my way back to Tom and Jenifer. They were right where I left them, I could hear part of their conversation before they could see me, but I stopped at Jenifer’s words.

“Y/N is not what I expected,” Jenifer said to Tom. “I mean when you talked about her I just thought she was, you know.”

“You just thought what?” Tom questions and his poster changed to a defensive one.

“I just mean,” Jenifer continued. “She isn’t exactly one small side. I someone who was with you would at least have a better look to them.”

My hands went to my hips and stomach and I could feel my eyes getting wet. I was about to turn and leave before I heard Tom’s words.

“How dare you,” Tom began. His volume was slightly razed, not enough to draw too much attention. Also had an angry tone to it. “What gives you the right to say that about Y/N.”

“I only…,” Jenifer said. “you could have anyone you want, so why pick a big girl like her?”

I let a few tears fall and I wiped them away. I had been having that same thought recently and having someone else say it just made me feel worse. Tom was so handsome and talented, and I was just me.

“I cannot believe you,” Tom said angrily. “Y/N is an amazing person and I love her, not just for what she looks like but for all of her. Her amazing smile, her joyful outlook on life that just makes everyone around her happy. She is so many great things, and for your information, is also the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.”

Tom turned to leave and saw me standing there, and so did Jenifer. She looked at me apologetically, but I didn’t really care, Tom had his arms wrapped around me in a heartbeat once he saw me.

“Come on love,” Tom said softly brushing the tear off my cheek. “Let’s go home.”

We didn’t say much in the car but once we walked into our house and closed the door, we let it out.

“Oh, my darling,” Tom said wrapping me in a tight warm hug. “I am so sorry you had to go through that. Please don’t let what she said get to you, you are beautiful.”

“But she was right about one thing,” I said into his chest. “You could have anyone you want, and yet you stay with me. Why?”

“If you heard her, then you must have heard what I said to her about you,” Tom said lifting my chin so I would look at him. “You are the most amazing person I have ever met, and I love everything about you. Not just the way you look, although having someone as beautiful as you is a big plus.”

I chuckled lightly at that.

“And you know something,” Tom said looking right into y eyes with his beautiful blue ones. “You may be a little bigger than some girls out there, but that means there is just more of you to love. Your hips may be bigger than others, but they are perfect for me to hold you close. And, also incredibly sexy, if I might say so myself.” As he said this his hands found their way to my hips still holding flush to him. “You may have to wear a bigger dress size because your bust is bigger than other girls, but your breasts do make the perfect pillow when we cuddle in the morning.” I gave him a playful smack on his shoulder and chuckled. “See, you are perfect the way you are, you are perfect for me.”

“I love you so much,” I said hugging him tightly, in that moment it was just the two of us. “Thank you. You are amazing.”

“Not as amazing as you love,” Tom said with a cheeky grin. “Now, I will show you just how much I love you and all of your curves.”

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Headcanon : Revelations

Pairing : Tom Hiddleston x Plus Size Reader

Warnings : Language ; Mention of drugged state (anesthesia) 

Word Count : 1.1k

A/N : Idea based after seeing a picture of Hemsworth’s big ass arms on Instagram. And like reader I myself hate my teeth and rarely smile brightly (especially on pictures). 

Saying that you were lucky for landing into cinema wasn't completely wrong but it wasn't true either. To get where you got in life was due to a very hard work. When your teachers told you to work a certain way, you would push it further and work your ass off even if it sometimes you risked your social or mental life. Your biggest wish in life was to be an actress and eventually you succeeded in doing so. Thanks to one of your performances in an independent/indie movie, scripts kept coming on your desk. You were selective though. Being a plus size woman you immediately refused every script that would describe your character as that cliché that cinema created around plus size females. You wanted something real, something deep and truthful, so the scripts going against your values were immediately out.

One day your agent called you to inform you about a casting call that would for sure interest you. You being curious, went to the audition and found out you were selected for the role, two weeks later. When you found out that the role you auditioned for was for an upcoming hero into the MCU universe you couldn't be more happy about that huge opportunity. That's how you've been part of the Marvel family for the last 4 years - playing alongside the Avengers and appearing as cameos in Captain America and in Dr. Strange.

Your character ended somehow in the Thor universe and you couldn't be more thrilled to rise to Australia and begin the shooting with Chris Hemsworth, Tessa Thompson, Mark Ruffalo and the one and only Tom Hiddleston. The project was under the direction of Taika Waititi and having already worked with him on a previous project, you were ecstatic to work with that ball of energy all over again.

There was one issue tho that you couldn't wrap your mind around. You felt very self-conscious. Not of your body, because you've been dealing with your thicker and wider body since a young age and came up on loving him but you were very self-conscious of your teeth. You would rarely smile brightly in order to not show your teeth and when something funny reached your ears you would try to laugh or smile while covering your mouth. It was a true traumatize for you. The mere thought of your crush seeing you like that, made tears of shame fill your eyes. You were originally from a middle class family who never could afford to pay for you to have braces, so you never really got the chance to get your teeth fixed. But that was before.

You were currently filming for the new Thor movie but had already all figured out with Taika. He was aware of your inner struggle and granted you 3 days in which you could get to the dentist and two days to recover from it and today was the day.

"Alright guys, let's do it again", yelled Taika from his seat to the actors, through the white  loudspeaker. Chris and Tom got into position and waited the signal from Taika. "And Action", he shouted. While the actors were shooting their scene, your personal assistant came up to the director and whispered in his ear. A small smile began to creep on his face and he cut the scene short by yelling "Cut. Let's take a break guys. Y/N just got back from her medical appointment." The actors knew you had some medical urgency but they didn't know for what. So when they saw you wander around the set and look mesmerized at the cables on the floor and around you, they frowned. "What's wrong with her?", asked Tessa worried. Your face turned their way and you stumbled on your feet but finally managed to reach them. "Mhhiiiiii guuuuysssss", you chanted. Taika laughed and shook his head, while discretely taking his phone out.

"Ehm Y/N are you ok?", asked Chris. You looked at him and your eyes went wide, making him look really worried back at you. "Chhriiiiiss can I..I tell u something imporrtant?", you asked him. He nodded and leaned a little forward, your frame arriving at his shoulders because the man was huge. "Yooh arms are bigger than my head", you said and pointed at his arm to emphasize what you were telling him. People around you began to laugh and Mark finally asked, "Are you high on something?"

"Nooooo", you shook your head and stumbled a little on your feet. If it wasn't for Chris to catch you by the arms you would fall. "She had her teeth fixed and is high on the anesthesia", finally revealed your personal assistant. "Tessyyyy", you whispered. She chuckled and walked next to you. "Yes Y/N?" You felt heat creeping a little bit up your body and told her in what you thought was a whisper. "Tom's soooooo cute. His tiny brownn looocks and his blue eyes and the way he talks about Shakespeare, so cuteee. Let me start on how hootttt he always looks and arghhh those eyes, they kill me everyyyy single time. But ssshhhhhhh don't tell him", you said out loud while putting your finger at the corner of your mouth.

Tom blushed hearing you gush over him and turned crimson once the others began to whistle. You looked at your right and saw that Chris was still holding you by the arm. "Ohhh shiiit. Chris don't tell anything to your brother from anotha motha pleassse", you begged him ashamed. "Oh Y/N you have my word", he smirked while looking at Tom. "And cut", exclaimed Taika in triumph when he pressed the filming app on his phone off. Tom walked to you and spoke up, "Y/N?" Your eyes finally met his and you tried to smile but your mouth began to hurt. You whined a little in pain and he took you from Chris's grip. "Let me take you to your trailer", he told you.

He helped you out and delicately placed you on the bed. You fell asleep in a matter of seconds. He covered you with your fluffy blanket and chuckled at what had happened a few minutes ago. "Darling if I only had told you that you always looked beautiful and that the surgery wasn't necessary. If tomorrow you still feel the same, I shall show you how beautiful you are to me. Sweet dreams my love", Tom confessed his own hidden feelings. He left your trailer and headed back to the set where he found his friends laughing out loud. Taika had just send the video of you high to the Marvel group chat, sharing it with all the other actors part of Marvel. "She's so gonna kill you when she finds out", commented Tessa. "All worth it", the director replied with a smug smile.

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Back to you (edited) (Tom Hiddleston x Reader/Plus Size Reader)

Inspired by this song : Back to you (Bryan Adams)

Credit : Songwriters: Eliot Kennedy / Bryan Adams

“I’ve been down, I’ve been beat I’ve been so tired, that I could not speak I’ve been so lost, that I could not see I wanted things that were out of reach”

(Y/N) was humming to a song by Bryan Adams as she was opening the shop that day, when a tap on her shoulder startled her. There he was, standing a foot taller than her, flashing a charming smile that would make her legs weak. She observed his blond curl that suits his looks very well. His eyes were a mesmerizing deep ocean blue complimenting his fair skinned tone. He had prominent cheekbones and a well-defined chin and nose. She smiled back while giving him a quick questioning look.

“Is there anything I can do to help you? The shop isn’t open until 9am.” She glanced to her watch and offered him a warm smile.

“Oh, I’m sorry, I think I am lost. Can show you me the way how to get to this apartment? “ he handed the address and she gave him the direction while introducing herself.“I'm Tom, nice to meet you Y/N. So, I’ll see you around then?” she nodded her head and with that, he waved her goodbye.

It was later that evening, he dropped by the shop and asked Y/N if she could join him for dinner. She was quite surprised and secretly pleased with the invitation. “My shift ends in 30minutes, can you wait for me?” Tom gave her the address to the restaurant and said he will be waiting for her there.

They had a nice dinner, sharing stories about him moving to London to be an actor. She listened attentively while recommending a good place to start off his career. She also handed in a few numbers of her friends who worked in theater.

A week had passed, when he was standing in front of the shop with a gleeful smile on his face. When Y/N approached him, he gave her a tight hug. Her blush seared through cheeks as it caught her by surprise. “I got a part!!” he giggled, waving a hand with a piece of paper. It was a main part of the play.

“We should celebrate!” she was squealing with delight as she let out a huge breath of excitement. And so they went to the nearest café and had a drink together.

“Promise me that you'll come to my play?” she nodded as her eyes darting towards him. “Pinky swear?” he hold out his pinky finger as he leaned closer towards her. She giggled and captured his finger, sending a jolt through her body.

“Then I found you, and you helped me through Yeah you showed me what to do That’s why, I’m coming back to you, yeah”

Y/N never failed to push him forward, encouraged him not to give up hope. She even accompanied him for audition and watched his performance. She was his number one fan, critics and a special friend. Tom shared stories that he won’t told others about. He trusted her. He felt so comfortable being next to her. She made him feel special and confident about himself.

“Like a star guides a ship across the ocean That’s how your love, can take me home Back to you”

Alas, he made his breakthrough. He had an offer that he was longing for his whole life. He was going to Hollywood. She was ecstatic when she heard the news but it saddened her, as well as him upon knowing that they were going be apart for quite some times soon.

After dinner, they took a stroll by the lake and suddenly, he took her hand in his and gave it a squeezed. It startled her and she took her gaze upon his, searching for the answer.

He had hopeful look in his eyes. He wanted to let out his feelings towards her.

  He guided her to the bench as they were comfortably seated, he uttered “Y/N, you meant so much to me. Without you, I couldn’t have imagined what it’s like to be” he cooed. She gave him a small smile.

  She knew her place well in this world. She has an average build with tan complexion, a bit beefy but she won’t mind it at all. Nobody took her seriously before. She used to be mocked because of her weight. Eventually, she accepted the fact of who she is and be happy of what she is. She did not keep her hopes high with Tom. He is soon to be a Hollywood star, Y/N knew it is only the matter of time that she will soon be forgotten. Like everyone else did to her. She sighed heavily.

Tom saw sadness in her eyes. He wished he could wipe away all her wariness. He rested his palm on her cheek, making her head turned towards him. She enjoyed being close to him.

“Hey, I will remember you. Always. Don’t be sad, love” he assured her while caressing her face lovingly. She shook her head and said nothing. Tom sighed heavily. He took her into his arms as she placed her head on his chest, listening it heaved steadily as they hugged.

He liked her very much. It took him all his courage to express himself towards her. He was always afraid that Y/N would pushed him away but now she left him without an answer making his heart sank deeply.

“And if I wish upon a star Someday I’ll be where you are And I know that day is coming soon Yeah, I’m coming back to you”

Weeks later, Tom was at the airport ready to board the flight with the agent from Marvel studio.

“Are you coming, Tom?” the agent was looking at his watch impatiently. Tom was waiting for Y/N. He wanted to see her before he go. He didn’t know when he will be coming back to her.

As they were turning to enter the departure hall, he saw her and gave the agent a sign to wait for him for while. She was looking for him as he approached and hugged her from behind. She yelped in surprise. As she turned, it was Tom with all smiles in his face.

“ I thought you didn’t showed up” he was hugging her tightly. She sniffled as she was almost in a brink of tears. She wished that she had more time to be with him.

“Don’t cry, love. I’ll text you everyday. I promise.” She shook her head as Tom caressing her cheek for one last time.

“Don’t make a promised that you can’t keep, Tom” she was in tears now. Tom flashed a pained look at his eyes. “ For god’s sake, Y/N, don’t say that. I will always remember you, my love” and with that he kissed her temple, long and deep before he turned around and walked towards the agent who was impatiently gesturing him to go. She waved him goodbye and sent him away to pursue his dream.

For the first month, she received daily phone called telling her, updating her about his activity there. He sounded excited and made a promise to bring her to the movie premiere. They would spend hours talking to each other. They shared stories and kept themselves updated with their daily activities. However, in the following months, she received less and less calls and more text messages instead. Nonetheless, she was happy. Tom did keep his promise. She understood him being in tight schedule and all.

“You’ve been alone, but you did not show it You’ve been in pain, when I did not know it You let me do, what I needed to You were there, when I needed you”

It has been a year. It hadn’t any call or text from Tom for the past two months. She decided to move on, remembering the fact she was just a worker in a small bookshop in London. By now, Tom must have moved on too and completely forgotten her.

“It’s alright, I guess…” she whispered to herself. “I know my place in this world” she sighed softly.

“Might’ve let you down, might’ve messed you round But you never changed your point of view That’s why, I’m coming back to you”

—————————————————————————————————-

Thor the movie will be having its grand premiere in London. A much awaited film of the year. Everyone was super excited. Robbie, Y/N’s boss was excited too upon hearing that a British actor was in the movie as well.

“Aren’t you going to get a glimpse of our local star, Y/N? It will be fun, come on,” she urged her to come. She politely declined and continued her work.

Then, she heard screaming and saw flashes of light just outside the store. She was arranging some books when she heard Robbie shrieking. She rushed towards her boss fearing something bad had happened to her.

“Good God, Robbie, what happened? Are you o —-“ she paused. Robbie was gasping wide as “Loki” went into the store with his two bodyguards. He turned around and signed them to wait for him outside and to make sure the fans won’t barged in the shop.

“Yeah, like a star guides a ship across the ocean That’s how your love, can take me home Back to you”

She was stunned by his sudden appearance in the shop as Tom walked pass her star struck boss. His eyes were filled in tears as he was approaching her. She was overwhelmed with what she saw. It was him, the man she was yearning all along. The look in his eyes told her everything she wanted to know. He took her hand gently and gave it a little kiss and pulled Y/N close to his body.

“Tom…” she half whispered. She got lost in her train of thoughts. Tom wrapped his arms around her as she could felt the warmth radiating from their bodies as he sighed contently.

“I thought you had forgotten about m—“ it was then, he leaned towards her covering her mouth with his in a passionate kiss. His mouth was so warm, the caress of his lips was softer than she could have imagined. Her mind blanked out and the world was a whirlwind. His body was warm and toned as he hugged her, comforting to the touch. “I always wanted to kiss you ever since our last met at the lake” he smiled as he gave her a quick peck at her cheek.

“I still adored you and missed you dearly. Don’t ever think I would ever forget you, because not a single day passed without thinking of you” he slowly turned his gaze to her teary face as she let out a quiet sob.

“Don’t cry my love,” Tom hushed her as he wiped away her tears. He leaned in, so his forehead rested against her. They closed their eyes. Their breaths were shaking.

“I always thinking about you,” he said in barely more than a whisper.

“Y/N, I’m honored if you would be my date for the premiere tonight,” he stared at her hopefully.

“What took you so long to ask me out for a date?” a smile spread across her face. He was delighted and wrapped his hands around her and kissed her temple lovingly. He held her close to his chest, uttering how he missed to be this close to her. She closed her eyes, enjoying the sound of his heart beating steadily to her ears.

“And if I wish upon that star Someday I’ll be where you are And I know that day is coming soon Yeah, I’m coming back to you”

“umm, can Y/N be excused early from work today? Tom squeezed her hands as he turned to Robbie. Her boss was speechless but gave both of them a nod.

“Ready, love?” Tom whispered in his husky voice while pushing the door, he took her hand gently  and latching their fingers together guiding her out of the store while the fans and paparazzi were screaming and flashing their cameras. He was holding her hand oh-so tightly and he won’t let her go. Ever. Again.

“I’m coming back to you I’m coming back to you I’m coming back to you

That day is coming soon I’m coming back to you”

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thanks to @plussizeappreciationfics and @alwaysenjoythelifeyoulive for your time and tirelessly guiding me in writing my first fanfic.

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pardon my language/grammar..english is not my first language.i will continue to learn n improve myself next time. thanking all of you for the love and reblog. i hope u enjoy it 💕💕💕

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can you do a Tom Hiddleston x black reader where they dated before but Tom wasn’t ready for a serious commitment and he broke up with her and then a while later they start causally hooking up again but this time Tom falls in love and wants to be serious but the reader is hesitant because he’s hurt her before?

“I am confused…” you expressed with an uncomfortable look on your face, your hands caressing your upper arms while you avoided Tom’s piercing gaze. The man’s heart was pounding against his ribcage while he silently craved to hold you close and spend some more time in your bed.

“Why are you confused, darling?” Tom asked and took a step closer, admiring your beautiful face while you took a step back and tried to keep your churning stomach calm. “Why do you want to get back together all of a sudden? Nothing has changed besides us being friends and having sex occasionally”. Your words made the actor frown and slowly shake his head in disagreement.

“I know very well that you feel the same intense sensations when we’re being intimate with each other, [Y/N]. Don’t act like there isn’t any historybetween us” the words came out harsher than intended but that because Tom felt the ache slowly creeping around his heart. All you did was let out a scoff to mask the fact that he was telling nothing but the truth.

“That doesn’t mean that we have to get back together” you mumbled, sighing at the end.

“Why not?”

“Uhm, I don’t know, maybe because I know you Tom!” you raised your voice as the pain and aches from two years ago slowly started consuming your body all over again.

“I loved you so much and you couldn’t commit to me and our relationship! After weeks of pursuing me and promising me the perfect relationship, you broke my fucking heart!” Tom watched in pain as you let out your frustrations.

“How come that now you suddenly want to be with me again? Is it so you can fall back into your old habits? Am I a lousy, second choice? Or is it because you hate the fact that my availability to you is limited? Because let’s be honest, you’re not the only guy I’m occasionally hooking up with Tom”. Your little confession hit the actor like a brick wall.

“I miss you, [Y/N]. I-I know that I didn’t treat you right back then but I’ve grown as a person.[Y/N]. It took me way too long to realize that you’re so precious and that I should treat you the way you deserve to be treated…”.

All you could do was sigh in defeat. A part of you wanted to get back together with him, you were curious to see the new and better Tom Hiddleston but the other part of you was terrified to get your heart broken all over again. The pain and growth you had to endure after the breakup was something you avoided now in general. You knew your worth and didn’t allow anyone to get too close to you with malicious intentions.

“I think you should go…” you whispered, tears filling your eyes as you knew what to do, despite hating it. “No, please don’t do this…I love you, [Y/N]. Please don’t…” Tom begged, the pain in his heart making him want to scream and shout, tears brimmed his eyes as he stared deeply into your eyes. While his were clouded with love and agony, yours were filled with sadness yet determination.

“You had your chance…I gave you countless chances for two years and you threw them all in the trash. I’m not gonna tolerate the mere possibility of getting played by you again, Tom.” Another long sigh left your lips while you nodded your head at the door of your home, having nothing else to say. The actor choked back his tears while nodding his head in silent obedience, giving you one final kiss before turning around and leaving your apartment.

[plussizeappreciationfics]

Series: Just the assistant...?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Plus sized reader

Summary: [Y/N], Tom's personal assistant knows that she shouldn't have fallen in love with her employer but she just couldn't help herself. When she thinks that her biggest wish is about to come true, a third party arrives and makes her question whether she'd ever have a chance to escape her situation and simply be loved back by the person she loves the most...

Warning(s): none

Word count: 2,2k

Picture(s) found on: Pinterest/Google

A/N: Thank you all for being so patient with me, I don't know where this series is going but I'll finish it, and that's a fact!

Chapter three: Delayed gratification?

Three months later

"I think that Emma should then place a hand on Robert's shoulder in that scene. To show the audience that despite the pain she's suffering from his infidelity, she's still supporting him in her own, twisted way...As a sign that she's hurting but also sympathetic and understanding because she's having an affair with Jerry herself", [Y/N] heard Zawe's voice speak softly from inside Tom's office.

She fought back the reflex to roll her eyes as the jealousy was seeping through her like a raging fire. It had been two months since Tom, Zawe and Charlie had been casted for the Betrayal play and the public had been informed about it too.

Once the assistant had recovered from her cold, she had joined Tom, Idris, Charlie along with their wives and Zawe at their celebration dinner. She felt like she had been floating on cloud nine as the British actor had troubles taking his eyes off her and focusing on their surroundings. She had worn a beautiful dress that clung to her luscious body, the heels only complimenting her beautiful figure and making her feel like a Goddess.

[Y/N] was sure that it wouldn't take too long for Tom to come forward and express their deeper connection. He even had held her hand a few times and given her loving smiles when the rest of the group was distracted by their own conversations. Her body had gladly welcomed any of his touches and the poor woman had to take a few restroom breaks in order to collect herself, calm down her breathing and snapping back into reality.

Unfortunately, [Y/N]'s hopes and wishes started to tumble down once Zawe had entered the picture: She and Tom had gotten the official play script and she started spending hours at his house in order to prepare for the upcoming opening night.

She and Tom had been acquaintances for years but during the rehearsals they realised that they shared the same hobbies and general interests. She was able to quote Shakespeare from the heart which quickly left the British actor in amazement. [Y/N] had to watch how her love was slowly losing interest in her. Zawe was a sweetheart, befriended the assistant as she was pretty much around the most of the day.

But [Y/N] felt heartbroken. She was starting to lose hope watching her love slowly distance himself from her in order to get close to his colleague. Tom started to reschedule their weekly meetings, preferring to spend his late afternoons with Zawe and often taking her out for dinner. His loving gazes and touches also stopped as he spent less time with his assistant. He was so excited to become friends with someone that loved the same things he did and that was clear to everyone.

The time he then finally spent with [Y/N] consisted of purely business affairs. At first he was left confused when his assistant would fake a smile or laugh at one of his corny jokes and genuine compliments about her outfits. Tom felt uneasy and uncomfortable but his overworked brain couldn't pinpoint the issue for him. [Y/N] knew better than to act out on her feelings, especially of those she felt towards Zawe because she wasn't that type of person. She had accepted her fate and hoped that at least the actress would find pure happiness with Tom.

“That’s a great idea, the crowd will be able to really get into the scene” Tom’s voice replied, making [Y/N] sigh as she stood in front of his office, looking into the opened door and seeing Tom and Zawe sitting in front of his desk, their knees touching and the scrips into their dominant hands. They were staring deeply into each other’s eyes and [Y/N] felt sick to the stomach. She wished that she was sitting that close to her love, drinking in his intense gaze and feeling the delightful sensations flow through her body like a smooth river.

“Excuse me” she finally spoke up, waving quickly at them before getting back into business-mode.

“Yes, [Y/N]?” Tom asked, a genuine smile on his face as he hadn’t seen his assistant and friend in a few days and was happy to see her, a delicate tingle rushing through his body upon hearing her voice. “Do you need some groceries? I finished a few tasks and was wondering if you need anything food related because I’ll be going food shopping for myself ”.

[Y/N] smiled over at Zawe and raised an eyebrow, silently asking if she needed something herself. “No, I’m good. But thank you very much for asking”. The assistant nodded and looked back at Tom who was staring at her with a questioning look on his face. No, it looked more like he was in deep thoughts and contemplating whether to accept her offer or not.

“I don’t need any groceries, but can I please speak to you?”.

[Y/N]’s heart skipped a beat, she knew that she wasn’t in any trouble but his question still had her mind running to all sorts of scenarios.

“Sure”.

Zawe quickly stood up and excused herself, making sure to close the door behind her.

Once she was gone, Tom pointed at the now empty chair in front of him and the assistant nervously made her way over to it. She took deep breaths and had troubles keeping direct eye contact with her love. He looked as handsome as always. His cologne was now creeping its way into her nose, and she bit back a delighted sigh, she had missed him.

“What’s wrong?”.

“How have you been the past few days? I’ve barely heard from you, and you haven’t quite checked in”. A worried look was now plastered across his face, his soft and warm hands now gently resting on the assistant’s knees. His touch almost made her jump. His sudden concern made her heart melt, but she knew better than to think too far ahead. She knew that he cared about her as a normal human being.

“I’ve been good, just busy running around. Did I miss something?”

“Oh no, I’m just so used to having you around so much that I got worried when I’d check my phone and not see a message from you”.

[Y/N] faked a chuckle and swallowed the uncomfortable lump she felt in her throat. Of course, she didn’t voice how she was distancing herself from Tom. How she couldn’t continue living a one-sided romance and watch someone else get his full attention. But the surprising thing was that she thought that he wouldn’t even notice it. That was because the British actor also had the tendency to go MIA when being in his element, working hard and forgetting everything and everyone else around him for a little while.

It was a rhythm [Y/N] had gotten used to from the very beginning and knew that when her services were needed again, she'd get a message or phone call.

“Don’t worry Tom, if there would be something I’d message you instantly” she patted his thigh in a comforting manner and gave him a bright smile. That made him let out a relieved sigh before surprising her by leaning forward and engulfing her in a tight hug.

“You know I love and care so much about you, [Y/N]” he softly whispered, his face resting in the crook of her neck. [Y/N] clenched her eyes shut and slowly hugged him back, feeling love and sadness churn in her stomach. She could never get enough of his touch, but she was starting to feel overwhelmed by his simple presence. And this random platonic confession. Tom was a person that showed his love and care through acts of service and gifting.

“I know…” she finally answered and let out a pleased sigh, never being able to get enough of his hugs. Tom chuckled and nodded his head before slowly standing up, pulling his assistant with him to his feet. She frowned in confusion before feeling him tightening his grip on her, his strong arms snacking their way around her thick waist and pulling her even closer. Not a strand of hair could’ve fit in between them.

A good minute went by before Tom slowly began to pull away, making [Y/N] release her arms from around his shoulders. “So what-“ she was cut off by his face leaning in towards her and his soft lips suddenly kissing hers.

[Y/N] stopped moving.

Tom was kissing her.

Tom was kissing her.

Tom was kissing her.

He let out a soft moan when their lips melted together, drinking in every sensation before every so slowly beginning to move his lips against hers. [Y/N]'s body finally started to respond and she felt her mouth moving against his, almost drowning into the sensational moment. Tom wouldn't help but smile during the kiss, feeling a rush of love and excitement get a hold of him. Everything felt so right.

The actor was a hopeless romantic but also someone that preferred physical intimacy over emotional. His heart was pounding in his chest and he knew that [Y/N] could feel it too. His stomach was churning in delight and his mind was screaming at him to continue kissing her. But he chose to pull away and grin at her.

“This wasn’t planned” he explained once seeing [Y/N] open her eyes and trying to hide a smile. She had gotten over the initial shock and now was trying her best to play it cool.

“You’re so beautiful [Y/N], I didn’t realise how much I missed you until I saw you standing at the door” the actor chuckled and shook his head in amazement, a blush had appeared on his face and he looked like a little boy in love for the first time. The sight made [Y/N] break out in a wide grin before she leaned in and pressed a soft kiss against his lips again, instantly feeling her head spin in pure delight and joy.

The kiss was perfect, the taste of his lips already made her hunger for more. Oh how wrong she had been, thinking that her love wasn’t being reciprocated, but learning that it was. She felt like a heavy weight had been lifted off her shoulders, that she could now fully be herself with Tom and begin their wonderful journey as lovers now.

The lovebirds kissed each other a few more times before they both pulled away and smiled at each other, nothing but pure love and happiness clouding their eyes. “Can I take you out to dinner tonight? Something small and private, of course”.

The assistant nodded her head and bit her lip to stop herself from squealing out in joy. She was about to say something when a soft knock on the door interrupted their moment, making them jump a few feet away from each other.

“Come in” Tom spoke and quickly gave his assistant a wink before his face turned serious again. She nodded her head and cleared her throat, acting professional again.

Zawe entered the office again, a small smile on her face before she asked whether she and Tom could finish rehearsing the lines as she had errands to run and didn’t want to stay too long.

“Of course” [Y/N] mumbled and immediately made her way out of the office, walking tall and proud as she felt so confident. She then closed the door behind her and made her way downstairs, the kiss constantly replaying in her head. It’s finally happening, she thought while smiling to herself.

___

“Okay that’s enough for today ” Zawe sighed, closing the script and quickly putting it in her purse, already having her jacket on. Tom chuckled and stood up with a groan, stretching his long limbs while smiling at his colleague.

“I love the script so much, I really can’t wait for everyone to see the play” he voiced, getting excited at the thought of playing out the play in front of a crown and having it mesmerised. Zawe chuckled and let out a deep sigh, feeling nervous as she approached Tom and smiled at him.

“I can’t wait either”.

Was all she said before leaning forwards and pressing her lips against his, instantly closing her eyes and losing herself in the delicate moment. This was a bold move, but she felt a deep connection to her coworker and never was a woman to wait and hope for something to happen. She enjoyed the chase of a new love interest.

It took Tom a few seconds to realise what was happening but once he did…

He pulled her closer and moved his lips against hers smoothly, feeling delicate tingles ripple through his body. The man wasn’t thinking at all, just enjoying the moment and softness of Zawe’s lips.

“This feels amazing” she sighed, wrapping her arms around his neck. “Yes it is-“ Tom snapped back to reality and jumped away, coughing awkwardly once he finally comprehended that he had messed up big time.

“I-I’m sorry I have something I have to attend to…” is all he awkwardly mumbled before rushing to the door and holding it open for his colleague. Zawe gave him a confused look but quickly shrugged it aside, not wanting to know what he was thinking because she was pretty much satisfied with what just had happened.

She bid him her last goodbyes before leaving his house, a proud smile on her face. Tom on the other hand, closed the door behind him and let out a long sigh. He had messed up because he felt something during the kiss, he couldn't point out what exactly but one thing he was sure: he had feelings for Zawe.

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-Emmanuelle 💋❤️

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Hi love! 😊😊😊 i would like to place a request please,

Tom Hiddleston x plus size Asian neighbor reader where Tom noticed her doing dance videos in TikTok and noticed she's living alone as well,and found out she was new to the country and has no friends in the neighborhood yet and befriended her which eventually became more 😊😊

Having Tom fall for you after you just moved to his neighbourhood includes:

-Tom catching you doing a silly tiktok dance through the window of his front yard

-Him laughing out loud when he sees you failing and punching the air out of frustration

-This becoming a little habit of his, being really intrigued and even downloading the app just to see the reason of your frustrations and laughter

-You then randomly catching him doing the same dances as you through the window of your front yard

-You losing your shit because

  1. You live on the opposite side of Tom Hiddleston

   2. Tom Hiddleston is doing tiktok dances

   3. Tom Hiddleston

-You then gathering up the courage to knock on his door and let him know that you just moved here

-Tom beating you by a day, turning up at your front porch with a welcome fruit basket and a bright smile

-You welcoming him into your home, the two of you talking and laughing for hours

-Him then confessing that he has seen you dance, to which you counter attack. his statement and let him know that you've seen him to the floss, woah and other tiktok dances

-A beautiful friendship being created, your true feelings being pushed aside as your friendship really is a beautiful thing the two of you are too afraid to ruin by confessing your true feelings

-Him showing you around the city and country, feeling bad that you've moved her all by yourself but also content that he has you all to himself

-You then slowly making other friends but your special connection only becoming more intense with each passing day

-Tom introducing you to his close friends and all of them instantly loving you, making you feel so happy, like you belong there

-But Tom barely being able to control himself near you, always wanting to hold your hand and kiss your soft lips

-Benedict and Idris always teasing him when you're out of hearing distance, loving how flustered and blushing you be having him

-You surprising him one night with an unplanned movie night, having everything set up

-You waiting for the perfect moment to initiate physical contact

-That moment coming when a angsty scene comes up and Tom absentmindedly cuddles closer to you

-You calling out to him and waiting until he looks at you before leaning in and pressing your lips tenderly against his

-Tom immediately forgetting about the movie, pulling you on top of him and deepening the kiss, whispering how in love he has been with you ever since your first encounter

-You smiling and letting him know that you've felt the same before losing yourself into his loving embrace, kissing and cuddling the evening away 

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-Emmanuelle 💋❤️

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Series: Just the assistant..?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Plus sized reader

Summary: [Y/N], Tom's personal assistant knows that she shouldn't have fallen in love with her employer but she just couldn't help herself. When she thinks that her biggest wish is about to come true, a third party arrives and makes her question whether she'd ever have a chance to escape her situation and simply be loved back by the person she loves the most...

Warning(s): adult language

Word count: 2,3k 

Picture(s) found on: Pinterest/Google

CHAPTER TWO: The boundaries have been overstepped

“I’m fine, just make sure that the stylist closes the door behind her once you’re gone” [Y/N] spoke into her phone before letting out a soft cough, her throat sore and itchy. She heard a long sigh from the other end of the line and rolled her eyes.

“Tom, this isn’t the first time I’m sick. So what, I caught a cold a three days ago, it’s not the end of the world” she couldn’t see the actor’s frown increasing on his face as he listened to her weak voice explaining her situation. 

Hours before, the assistant had been tossing and turning in her bed for quite a while, her body not being at peace because it longed to be held again by Tom. She couldn’t stop thinking about the dinner, how intense his stares has been and how he suddenly seemed so interested in her. [Y/N] was staring at the dark ceiling of her room and shook her head in contentment, having a feeling that something special would happen to her very soon.

He felt bad because he technically had been the reason his assistant had gotten sick in the first place; After their celebration dinner, Tom had ended up not being able to fall asleep, so he had called [Y/N] over and they ended up stargazing in his backyard, barely speaking a word with each other. They just sat next to each other, shoulders and arms touching and looked up the beautiful sky with a faint smile ghosting on their lips.

By the time [Y/N] had returned home, she was a coughing and sneezing mess and thus resulted in her having to take a week off because she had caught a nasty cold. She was on her 4th day off and pretty much enjoyed not having to do much physical activity besides feeding herself and taking her medication on time.

“Tom? Are you still there?” the assistant asked, wondering why he was being so silent. The actor cleared his throat and felt his stomach churn in discomfort, the intense need to take care of [Y/N] making it hard for him to focus on anything else. He couldn’t have a good day while knowing that she was in poor health and discomfort, he wished that he could heal her with a simple hug but that was obviously impossible.

Her thoughts had been interrupted by Tom calling her, nervously asking her if his call wasn’t a disturbance because the world was fast asleep. [Y/N] gently told him that she hadn’t been able to sleep either before happily accepting his invitation to stargaze in his backyard as he had one of the best views.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m still here…Just let me know if there’s anything I can do for you. Anything. I-need you-I mean we need you strong and healthy again” Tom added a quick fake cough at the end as he had realized that he was starting to slip, he had been thinking about his assistant a lot the past few days and had found himself calling and texting her more than usual, she reciprocated to his mood and energy though. So he knew that he wasn’t bothering her at all.

Her stomach was fluttering in delight and she couldn’t help but smile and stare into space. Something is happening, Tom has been very attentive and kinda needy of my presence the last few days…Maybe he’s starting to feel the same way…Or maybe he’s going through something and is gathering the courage to finally share it with me…

“I’ll be fineeeeee, just don’t forget to tell me who your costars will be on the play. Bye” and with that, [Y/N] quickly hung up the phone before releasing the breath she didn’t know she was holding in. She had heard the slip up and forced herself to not read too much in between the lines. 

“Anyhow” [Y/N] muttered to herself while getting comfortable under the warm sheets of her bed. She still had three days of peace and quiet and was enjoying them by getting as much sleep as possible and catching up with her reading list. Today she would’ve had a busy day ahead; Tom had 2 talk shows appearances. 

She thankfully already had helped him arrange his wardrobe for the appearances through her phone and laptop, the stylist only had to come by and deliver the suits, which would be in an hour, but [Y/N] already had strictly (but kindly) instructed her to do her job and make sure that everything was alright with the clothes.

Tom had gotten a fresh trim the morning and had decided to let his long curls stay the way they were (because [Y/N] had voiced a nice compliment about the way it looked so the actor silently decided to grow it out a little more).

His driver was also on his way as he preferred to be driven to public events. Tom’s fans were known for blocking entries and streets once they’d know he’d be present somewhere. He loved his fans to death, but he knew that driving himself through a sea of frantic people (with his already bad eyesight) could cause a serious accident. 

Everything that had to be done, was done. So, [Y/N] was able to relax and focus on getting her health back on track.

She took one final glance at her phone before locking the screen and placing it on her nightstand, feeling tired and sore. It didn’t take her long to fall asleep, with her special someone lingering in her mind…

“What are you doing here?” [Y/N] wondered in confusion upon seeing Tom welcome himself into her home, his jacket already removed along with the shoes. He then made his way over to the couch where she comfortably seated, her phone in her hand and looking through her mails. She silently was thankfully for the shower she had taken thirty minutes ago because she looked like her normal self and also smelled good.

“I am here to keep you company on your final days off as I know that you have missed my presence oh so much” the actor added a dramatic sigh while sitting next to his assistant and appreciating her beauty from up close. “Of course did I miss you, I can’t stand to be parted from you for so long, oh my dear Thomas” she reciprocated his dramatic and sarcastic tone, although she was being completely honest.

Three days later

“Then we shall enjoy each other’s company before the hectic and busy world seeks our attention again, M’lady” the actor spoke with a chuckle, the bright smile on his face still very much present. He was wearing a simple pair of blue pants and his famous dark blue sweater, he looked as scrumptious as always. 

[Y/N] had to swallow hard as she forced her eyes to not scan him from head to toe, it would make it obvious that she was attracted to him, emotionally and physically. These next few hours certainly would be trick and tempting…

“Do you want to watch a movie?” Tom suggested, placed his arm around her shoulder and gave her a gentle squeeze for no reason at all (Well…we all know the reason, don’t we?). “Sure, you can pick one out!” [Y/N] spoke with excitement, euphoria pumping through her blood as she now knew that she was addicted to his touch. No one had ever made her feel so comfortable. She was a confident woman but to feel this extra layer of security and comfort just soothed her soul on the daily.

“We can watch whatever you want, darling” Tom mumbled, feeling a rush of contentment himself from purely having her this close to him. [Y/N] took the remote in her hand and opened the Netflix app, she looked through her daily suggestions and the top ten of most popular movies that were currently trending. Tom’s soft fingers were playing with the material of her shirt, reaching the hem of her sleeve and then smoothly drawing random patterns on her soft skin.

“How about Spirited Away? It’s been years since I’ve seen that masterpiece!” [Y/N] happily suggested, “Plus the movie also shows how love can be so strong, even when the two people barely acknowledge or talk about it. It’s all about the actions”. Hearing the short description had the actor instantly curious and so he agreed to watch it, despite never having seen it himself.

Both relaxed against the couch (yes, Tom’s arm still around [Y/N]’s shoulder, now having moved even closer so that their bodies were in constant contact), before the movie was playing on the screen. [Y/N] randomly explained certain scenes that had the actor a little bit confused and once he’d understand the reference or meaning behind it, he couldn’t help but lean in and whisper his thanks into her ear. To say that the tension was thick, sizzling yet light and delicate was an understatement.

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[Y/N] slowly opened her eyes, letting out a tired sigh while slowly acknowledging the conscious world again. “Mhm” she mumbled, realizing that she had fallen asleep sometime during the movie. She was about to sit up straight when a strong, but gentle grip around her thick waist pulled her back.

Fuck.

She turned her head to look behind her and saw Tom sleeping peacefully, having lied down behind her at some point. He grumbled softly in his slumber before pulling her warm body closer to him again. [Y/N] felt like she was about to have a heart attack. But she still slowly repositioned herself in her previous position and stared at the TV screen.

She knew that they had overstepped a heavy boundary of their professional relationship. But did she feel bad? Nope. She felt so at ease, it was like his arms were made just for her. The current moment was one she had often dreamed about and to actually have the privilege to experience it was just indescribable.

“[Y/N]….” Tom whispered in his sleep, his voice low and rich with smoothness. He was literally trying to pull her into his body, his hands gently squeezing one of her stomach rolls. She felt his toned chest against her back along with the body heat he was radiating onto her, his head now nuzzling in the crook of her neck. When his soft breaths tickled her sensitive skin, [Y/N] thought that she was about to burst into flames. The acts were so intimate yet tender, everything she had always assumed about him now being true.

Tom Hiddleston was a clingy sleep cuddler.

“Fuck” she whispered again when he let out a content sigh, already having tears brim her eyes as this all felt like dream. The man she had been loving for three years now was finally reciprocating her love. 

[Y/N] closed her eyes and enjoyed the amazing feeling of pure love and joy, she even reached her arm out and gently ran her hand through Tom’s soft curls and sighed in pure delight herself. She wished that she could stay like this forever, just the two of them. 

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“[Y/N]?”

Her eyes fluttered open and she (again) took acknowledgment of her surroundings. She still was lying on her couch, But Tom was now sitting next to her, along with two bags of takeout resting on her coffee table.

“Mhm? I’m awake” [Y/N] mumbled once her brain recognized the sound of Tom’s soft voice calling out for her.

“Are you hungry? I ordered Thai as it’s almost six in the evening and you haven’t eaten anything yet” his gaze was soft and kind. The assistant nodded her head and slowly sat up, silently comprehending that Tom had woken up after she had fallen back asleep again. She felt a pang of disappointment churn in her stomach once she also realized that he was pretending like nothing had happened.

“Thanks Tom, I must have fallen asleep. My bad”

But she also understood and accepted why.

“Nothing to be sorry about, I fell asleep myself and actually had a great rest. The past few days had been very stressful, and I had really needed an afternoon of peace and quiet. So thanks again, [Y/N], for letting me enjoy your company”.

Tom’s appreciation speech actually mended the disappointment she felt, she hadn’t known about the few sorrows and stressed he had had because he hadn’t voiced them to her at all, despite having texted and called her plenty of times throughout the day.

Wow…

“You’re welcome, Tom” was all she was able to respond before reaching for the takeout bags and looking at what deliciousness were awaiting her. She ignored his piercing stare, not knowing why she suddenly was the sole focus of his attention. It was hard doing so because she felt like his eyes were burning holes on the side of her face.

“You’re very beautiful, [Y/N].

She turned to him, a bright smile creeping upon her face as her heart skipped a beat. “Thank you Tom, you are handsome yourself”. He chuckled and finally looked down at his lap, a slight crimson shade appearing on his cheeks as he felt flustered and appreciated.

[Y/N] handed him the second bag of food before removing the items in her own bag. 

“That’s amazing! Do you want me to book a table at your usual restaurant?” [Y/N] asked while feeling happy for Tom’s friends, she knew that he’d have a blast with the play and that sole thought left her smiling to herself while the actor continued to share the details of the upcoming play to her, still sitting very close to her and barely being able to keep her eyes off her beautiful face.

“By the way, I have great news”, [Y/N] hummed as in indication that she was listening while continuing to unpack her food. “Charlie and Zawe have been casted as the other two main characters in the play! We’ll be all going to dinner tomorrow!”

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